To be honest I am up at pretty much 3am and my boyfriend is asleep next to me and his cat is hogging my side of the bed..
My keyboard I got for my iPad mini is too loud and it wakes him up.. And the keyboard is quite tiny. You can only imagine the difficulties I am having..
Now, I have to say when you have an ex across the country whom you’ll always love but you know you can never be together because he was just not what you expected in person. Met him on a site and he is an amazing person until he has a moment that cannot be explained..
Fun times to be had. I just got a message saying he was ignoring me for a while to think things over. He loves me but he wants to finally move on after 4 years.. When you only dated for 3.5 months in person..?
I don’t know what to say.. Have not even answered him as I have no idea what I’d say..
Love is a weird, strange, amazing, disappointing, satisfying yet unsatisfying thing that is almost impossible to explain as the possibilities are endless yet can always be cut short..
I’ve found Love. I’ve been lucky to find it and have been pleasantly surprised with many things..
This note is a combustion of thoughts in a moment for someone that has a really short attention span. – IT MAY EXPLAIN ALL MY OTHER POSTS.. So if anyone isn’t a fan of my writing well I can’t usually help it and I will let it slide 🙂
If anyone has questions, statements, comments, interests they’d like to share or just wants to say something to get attention this is the page you will do it on..
Thanks to everyone who stopped in to just listen to me blab for 5 minutes..
I’m back in the digital neighborhood. I decided I should let the world know I’m still here and kicking. With much to say about my life. I have finally got my doctor to agree to sign papers for ODSP, have a boyfriend who I truly care about and enjoy his company every chance we have together. Hopefully moving to Barrie in June with my best friend, getting myself a little kitten when I get my own place. And hopefully continuing my photography passion and career. I have gotten a new camera and hopefully another one soon with many more lenses. I am very interested in going back to school, College courses and my photography course!
I have also decided I should take up reading… Well, maybe instead of sitting in front of a tv all day I should get some knowledge in my head. But, I consider myself lucky knowing I have a lot in my head for not finishing high school! I could write a book for many to read, I can come up with quick come backs and I make jokes only my boyfriend laughs at and that’s all I need. I am happy, very happy! I like my life and hope I get to worry more about Christmas plans then being homeless and not a person caring about me. It’s amazing when you believe that it will get better and you just hope! I was very upset and depressed in life but I carried on wanting more from life and I’m happy. It’ll work for anyone as long as they want it bad enough!
Anyways, that’s my little life blurb..
I’m hoping to to be able to get on this site more often and posting photos or posts when I can.
The day where you wake up but don’t want to but still can’t fall back asleep. Ready to have a little personal fun but then just don’t care to try. Hope it’ll be a good day then you get a call from the nurse about your test results.. Don’t worry you’ll live but it’s just one of those days where you wish was over.. You clean your “partners” apartment but the hockey game is on so goes partially unnoticed for 2 or 3 hours unless he moves during intermission.. Just emotionally drained with a slight headache and pills in your body that will eventually give diarrhea and make you feel icky!! What a day, what a day 😦 fml why did it have to be today?
Anyone know how this day feels, care to share?
I’d rather hear someone else’s story then live through mine!
To all of the guys in the world…. ♥
I Want you to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world
Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love
Like I’m the only one who knows your heart
Like I’m the only one that’s in command
Cuz I’m the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man
No matter what life throws at you, you take it and make the best of what you got!
♥ Never dwell on things that don’t really matter!
Just ‘LIVE‘ your life, ‘LAUGH‘ at the good times, and ‘LOVE‘ unconditionally! ♥
“Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I’m not sure about the universe.”
– Albert Einstein (1879-1955)
“Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.”
― Dr. Seuss
“You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”
― Dr. Seuss
“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.”
― Marilyn Monroe
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”
― Marilyn Monroe
“Here’s to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They’re not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can’t do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.”
― Apple Inc.
“Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift of God, which is why we call it the present.”
― Bil Keane
“All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.”
― J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring
“The person, be it gentleman or lady, who has not pleasure in a good novel, must be intolerably stupid.”
― Jane Austen
“I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.”
― Albert Einstein
In July of 2002 “tattoos” reached its highest ranking ever, coming in as the number two most requested search term on the internet. “Tattoos” was requested more often than Britney Spears, marijuana or Kazaa, illustrating that skin ink is more popular than “sex, drugs and rock n’ roll!”